My mother has officially lost her mind.
She's restricted me from the computer, and I don't doubt will be trying to go through my files. I need to get out of here, NOW.
If you guys don't hear from me, expect the worst, okay?
-Jason.

Yup, I'm back. It's been a while, but now I have returned! *laughs manically until is hit in the head with a brick* @.@ uhhhh...okay then. On to the news:
By compleat accident I now have a new story that has been given to me by a girl who no longer can do anything with it. The fic is called 'Angel with blue eyes' by NARUfreak. All I did was send a review on how much I like the story, and she tells me that if I want the story to continue, I can have it. While it's too good an idea to go to waste, the way she wrote it made it, well.... just read it, then you'll understand what I mean.
Mandi told me to get in touch with Firehedgehog for some help with it. Can someone tell me where I can find him/her? Or tell me weither Firehedgehog is male or female?
Anyway, I've got a nice poem I wrote today. A bit absract, but still nice, I think.
( Rebirth )



And now the links.


The Neowriters Comunity

Edit: Yes, I know there are two links to the poem but I don't know how to get rid of it

Hoo, boy, it's been a while hasn't it?
Okay, before you start bugging me about my fic, I'm working on it. I have the first draft done and all I need to do is set the pace of it, and get it on the computer. Then, the first chapter will be posted here, and you will all see how horrible I am at writing.
Anyway, I have a silly little conversation I want to put up, but I keep forgeting how to do a LJ cut. Can someone point me in the right direction?
Also, has anyone seen Rose Kitsun.EXE today? She hasn't responded to my mail, and I'm wondering what she's not telling me. Is she sick? Grounded? Mabye on vacation? Or am I just worring too much, like I always do?
And now for some fun stuff:

Okay, I’ve gotten that fanfic I was working on ready. And I’m putting it up here so I can get some feedback on it.
***
Wrong Path- Prologue – He knew
He knew.
He knew what was happening to him.
He knew the path he was taking.
He knew. But honestly he didn’t care.
Okay, that’s a lie. He did care. He was terrified of what was happening to him. He hated it.
But what could he do? He was only a child, a pre-pubescent boy. His life meant nothing to them. They could care less if he lived; all they wanted was to make sure he didn’t die. After all, they couldn’t lose another one.
Oh, yes, he knew. He knew the truth. He knew he was only there as a substitute, a replacement for a dead man. He had heard their whispers when they thought he was asleep or away. He had heard the heated arguments about him. He knew the only reason he was there was to be the final one, the fourth.
He knew. But no one else did.
His friends, his loved ones, those he cared for; they had no idea what was happening to him. They didn’t know the truth. They thought they could explain his behavior. They didn’t know.
He wished he could tell them. He wished he could show them the scars, the blood, the injuries he sustained, but he knew he couldn’t. They had told him:
“If you tell them, they will be killed.”
He knew. He knew that he would die if it continued.
He knew.
But there was nothing he could do about it.
***
I dare you to guess who I'm talking about.

Yeah, I'm back. Sorry about not getting on LJ. My mom banned me from the internet untill I finished my math book. I couldn't even check my mail! I could only stay online for about an hour on weekends, so that left me only enough time to search for math help, and get on AIM. Of course, I did manage to have some fun *coughcoughsorrymandisamacough*, and I've gotten better with my Japanese prononciation.
And since I can't think of anything else to say, I leave you with more quiz results:

Hello all. Me again. Sorry I havn't posted anything lately, but I've been working on my current fanfic.
And here's another link. Because I bored.

First off, today is my mom's birthday! And I didn't know! I don't have a present to give her! What do I do now!
And, I'm going to be in my music teacher's church musical. I've got two speaking parts. And Ms.Cheryl is going to make me audition for some of the local collages' plays.
And that's it.

Yeah, I know, it's cheesy, but there are some places that I hang out at alot, and I would feel bad if I didn't tell someone about them.
Okay, okay!
The real reason I'm putting up links is because I'm lonely. I don't get much mail. ;.;
Still don't believe me? fine, I'll say it:
The more people I invite, the better items I can get.
What did you expect? I'm not very good at games, or any other money making tasks.
Anyway here are the links:



Neopets. The one place where roleplaying villians is fun.

http://hideki.users.digital-crocus.com/cgi-bin/ikonboard.cgi

Hybrid Child Message Boards. 'nuff said.

If I think of anymore, I'll put 'em up.

This is a conversation I had with Rose-san a few hours ago:

Me:*sliently hopes to talk about fanfics, manly because she needs someone to remind- or rather, force- her to write.*

Rose:You didn't stop writing the last one, did you?I liked it!!! I need to know (spoiler I don't want to give away)! *grabs Tomahawkman* SIC 'IM IF HE DOESN"T WRIte!!

Tomahawkman: My life or his... I'll take his!!! *brandishes weapon*

Me:O.O Eep! *Hides under desk*
Wait a minute...*summons arm blaster*
I'm a girl dammit!
*end*

You guys know that I'm a girl, right?

Sorry it's been so long. For the past three or four days my mom has been trying to install DSL. Yesterday she finally had one of the employies of BellSouth to install it for us. I wasn't listening to what happened (I was trying to play 'deaf and mute', because I was afraid he'd ask me why I wasn't in school), but Mom was amazed at how fast he installed it.
I'm really glad we got DSL. I can have four pages running at once, and webpages load up in a few seconds, not a couple of minutes!
Anyway, if ya wanna talk to me, I'll be on for at least the next hour or so.

Dad took me to the McWane center in Birmingham. The IMAX movie was called 'Adrenaline Rush.' As we watched it, I felt myself longing to be up there, in the sky. While we were driving home, I remember Standing in the middle of the pavement from my old Middle school, and feeling a tug towards on element: Wind. I have been connected by the wind many times, most of them just barely rememreable.
Also, I took a ride in the HighCycle, a bycicle-like thing suspended over a net, in the air. As I stood in line, a man called out ridiculous things to his daughters. I remember thinking 'Is he ther father or their brother?'
After I rode it, I came across a mother trying to convince her little girl to ride it. I told them "It's not that bad. It's really fun!"
It didn't convince the girl. Her mother said "I'm surprised. You learned how to ride a bike without training wheeles or anything."
It probabley wasn't a cue, but I knew exactly what to say. "You know, I don't know how to ride a bike. But even I can ride this thing."
After that I left the area. As I walked passed the mother,she whispered to me,"Thank you".
The sad thing is, I don't know how to ride a bycycle.
Before I go, I have one last thing to put down:
Someday, I swear that I will fly.

Okay, it might be a tad confusing, but remember it's just the beginning.

***
He ran.
Squinting into the wind, he pressed the symbol on the side of his head with his free hand. He whispered into his helmet “Silver to HQ. Silver to HQ.”
The response was almost imediate, “Headquarters to Silver. What is your status?”
Silver glanced over his shoulder before replying. “I have the data”, he started, looking down at the small packet clutched in his other hand, “but…”.
There was a sigh from the over end. “Area Steal?”
Silver blushed. “Hai.”
A chuckle emerged, along with, “Sending Area Steal. Prepare for availability in san, nii, ichi*.”
Silver looked back again; The police navis were far enough away for an escape attempt. Taking a deep breath, he accessed the program and jumped.
The navis skidded to a stop. “Nani*? Where’d he go?” some of them said.
One of them looked over his shoulder in time to see a pale figure running down the hall farthest from the other navis. “There!” , he cried at the same time the leader shouted “Get him!”
None of them needed the order; As soon as they saw the white streak, they were gone.
Silver glanced over his shoulder. “How the…?”, he whispered, eyes widening. He put more energy into the running, not noticing the aching in the back of his head.
Another glace back showed he hadn’t made much progress. He placed his free hand on the side of his head, “Silver to HQ, I need a way out!”
“Don’t you have a map?”, the other responded.
Grinding his teeth together, Silver said, “Punk, I don’t have time for sarcasm. I need a way out before they catch me!”
“Eh? Alty-Chan, It’s not like you’re being chased, or some thing.”
A shot wizzed over Silver’s head. “Shimatta*!”
***

Okay, as I work on it, I'll edit it.
So what do you guys think?

Yay! Thank you Digi148 for introducing me!

I'm really happy right now. I got plenty of responses for this thing, I kinda met a favorite author of mine, and I got to take some quizzes!

yamiami's Halloween party:

darkstar02omega dressed as Venus Williams's mother-in-law.
digi148 dressed as a new superhero: Albino Man.
hikarinonamida dressed as a elk.
shanejayell dressed as Marilyn Manson.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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Gosh this thing is long! Oh, well I'm happy! I'll be on AIM for as long as my meds will allow! ^^

I'm feeling really crummy today.
Yesterday I had a party. Only one person came; Holly, a girl I can't stand. I didn't enjoy myself.
Everywhere I went, she followed me. She talked through the movie we watched. And she objected loudly about any cursing. She complained about school, and expected me to understand.
aside from that, I had two panic attacks, my dad yelled at me because I broke a trash bag, mom didn't like how I cleaned my room, and I planed how I was going to kill myself. But since I'm writing this, I haven't done the deed yet.
I really need to post on a group. This is getting really annoying, having no one reading these.
Oh, yeah:



I am not surprised.

Even though I know that nobody's gonna read these.
I'm not sure why I'm happy today, aside from the fact that I've just had two BLT's.
Anyway, if you wanna talk to me, I'll be on aim.

It's 9:40 pm, and I'm tired. I really hate my medication; It makes me tired too quickly.
Anyway, Yesterday was Hikari-Chan's birthday (I think it's her birthday...), so I sent her a card. Hope she liked it.
I've joined an online webgroup, called Hybrid Child. Not sure what the title means, but I have 'talked' with both DarkAngel and Rose Kitsune .EXE, which is an honor I feel unworthy of.
Here's a link:
http://hideki.users.digital-crocus.com/cgi-bin/ikonboard.cgi

Not the best, but it's something.

This is getting ridiculos. There's no one here, so why do I write in this thing?
I mean, nobody cares about what I think, nobody cares about what I write, nobody cares, period! So why do I continue to write in this? Is it because I secretly hope a great like Hikari-Sama will someday find my journal and help me with my problems? Is it because I long for compainionship? Or is it just because I am an attention hog, a drama queen, a girl willing to do anything to get the attetion she craves?
I don't blame anyone for not wanting to read these entries. Who would want to read the words of a insane, attention-crazed, mindless, worthless, self-pitying, self-centered, bitch?
Kami, I must suck.

Ya' know what I said in my last entry?
Scratch it. This is going to take much, much longer that I expected.
I can't even get a shot of what it looks like!
*sigh* I wish someone would read this... even if the person was a flamer!
Would someone please respond! I feel like I'm alone in space!

Edit: I just remembered something. I forgot that today is Hikari-Chan's Birthday! Man, now I really feel bad...

And now for something completely different:

I did it! I've finally finished my Netto Picture! Now all I have to do is scan it in and put it on DevientART, or here.
I'll get a link up ASAP!